11-06-2018, 06:32 AM
Okay, had to pretty much yell at myself today, because the resistant aspects of my kid-self were getting uppity. Took me about an hour of talking to myself under the shower, also resorted to affirming "I now choose to execute blahblahblah", and kept doing it until I felt will going where I want it.
Gotta remember for the future - do not lower the sub's volume even if I feel like it. Even though listening to it for 8 hours at a very high volume (Foobar says 0dB volume adjustments, and I'm using hybrid on headphones) may be a bit tiresome, it's what works best for me.
Apart from that, getting a lot of thoughts and information from myself pertaining to my career and interpersonal relations, and how various reactions and ideas I got during childhood may be affecting these two. I remember back when I was using US/LM 4g combo I had some dreams related to that (career-wise mostly), but now it's much more clear and vivid. It's a bit wonky, with some contradictions, but should not pose much of a hurdle now that I *know*.
Managing to fix my sleep cycle for now. Gonna try getting up even earlier tomorrow, as it's bardic practice day, and I've got stuff to do - because I'm touring from the 12th again and it overlaps with my practice time.
Time to get cracking again.
Gotta remember for the future - do not lower the sub's volume even if I feel like it. Even though listening to it for 8 hours at a very high volume (Foobar says 0dB volume adjustments, and I'm using hybrid on headphones) may be a bit tiresome, it's what works best for me.
Apart from that, getting a lot of thoughts and information from myself pertaining to my career and interpersonal relations, and how various reactions and ideas I got during childhood may be affecting these two. I remember back when I was using US/LM 4g combo I had some dreams related to that (career-wise mostly), but now it's much more clear and vivid. It's a bit wonky, with some contradictions, but should not pose much of a hurdle now that I *know*.
Managing to fix my sleep cycle for now. Gonna try getting up even earlier tomorrow, as it's bardic practice day, and I've got stuff to do - because I'm touring from the 12th again and it overlaps with my practice time.
Time to get cracking again.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
