It’s a weird contradiction
Right now I am a beast, I am working every day to the point of exhaustion. In a sense I’ve taken too much on. I got told that in a group of 6 other people at my level where I work, 80% of the work was being done by me. On top of that I’m doing a side venture which over the next two months should net me a good amount of extra cash which will be used to help a member of my family.
However , in spite of working and achieving so much I feel detached from myself, unsure and Unconfident, I am more reactive to what others think and say - and at the moment I don’t feel like I’m doing things driven by my values and deep inner purpose, my IQ doesn’t feel as high as before so I’m not processing what I’m dojng very well and am doing things somewhat inefficiently. It feels a little like this is why I’m getting more exhausted than I should be.
Just feeling kinda empty - in spite of achieving so much.
Right now I am a beast, I am working every day to the point of exhaustion. In a sense I’ve taken too much on. I got told that in a group of 6 other people at my level where I work, 80% of the work was being done by me. On top of that I’m doing a side venture which over the next two months should net me a good amount of extra cash which will be used to help a member of my family.
However , in spite of working and achieving so much I feel detached from myself, unsure and Unconfident, I am more reactive to what others think and say - and at the moment I don’t feel like I’m doing things driven by my values and deep inner purpose, my IQ doesn’t feel as high as before so I’m not processing what I’m dojng very well and am doing things somewhat inefficiently. It feels a little like this is why I’m getting more exhausted than I should be.
Just feeling kinda empty - in spite of achieving so much.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
