11-02-2018, 10:56 AM
(This post was last modified: 11-02-2018, 10:56 AM by Have at ye.)
Attempted to apply that passive shield to: positive manifestation trends, DMSI sniper, DMSI aura, DMSI responders, myself. Gonna see how this works out.
Been cleaning out my apartment gradually.
Had some run ins with toxic family members (mother, brother). Haven't had such for at least the past 4-5 months, I think. Stood my ground. I'm frickin' tired of having to do so, though. They're like frickin' animals. The "calm and composed" approach does not work, they don't give a crap about reasoning, or seem to accidentally "forget" after a time and try to test me again. It's a fucking nuisance, TBH. It's like they're daring me to cut off all ties to them. Because this stuff is a fuckin' waste of time and my energy, and mommy's pretty much admitted she's doing it on purpose to deprive me of it. Like I haven't noticed, pah.
Free weekend this weekend. "It is time for more... experiments!"
Been cleaning out my apartment gradually.
Had some run ins with toxic family members (mother, brother). Haven't had such for at least the past 4-5 months, I think. Stood my ground. I'm frickin' tired of having to do so, though. They're like frickin' animals. The "calm and composed" approach does not work, they don't give a crap about reasoning, or seem to accidentally "forget" after a time and try to test me again. It's a fucking nuisance, TBH. It's like they're daring me to cut off all ties to them. Because this stuff is a fuckin' waste of time and my energy, and mommy's pretty much admitted she's doing it on purpose to deprive me of it. Like I haven't noticed, pah.
Free weekend this weekend. "It is time for more... experiments!"
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
