10-22-2018, 05:20 PM
Day 2 of my second round of USLM2 and something is going on.
Havent noticed any signs of success or luck the last few days but something happened this morning. When I woke I had this profound understanding or knowing of just how scared I was of rejection, it was like having a veil pulled off after so many years of it hiding in the background. I started day dreaming all these different scenarios where I could get rejected and noticing how afraid I was. It seems as though I have been afraid of the fear itself and the feeling of being out of control that it leads to. Hopefully that it makes sense. Simply put it seems fear makes me feel like I'm losing control and I'm afraid of losing control so I hide any fears I might have far far away from awareness.
Havent noticed any signs of success or luck the last few days but something happened this morning. When I woke I had this profound understanding or knowing of just how scared I was of rejection, it was like having a veil pulled off after so many years of it hiding in the background. I started day dreaming all these different scenarios where I could get rejected and noticing how afraid I was. It seems as though I have been afraid of the fear itself and the feeling of being out of control that it leads to. Hopefully that it makes sense. Simply put it seems fear makes me feel like I'm losing control and I'm afraid of losing control so I hide any fears I might have far far away from awareness.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
