10-17-2018, 03:31 PM
Tonight's the first secondary ASRB break of my USLMax run.
Strange week of ups and downs. Bouts of anger, hostility, sadness, trancing-out, waves of energy, "good luck," "not-so-good-luck," fear surfacing, fear abating, good sex, fights, making up, fun, boredom, joy, apathy and ambivalence...
I want to get back to that place of pure potentiality I had many years ago. I want that innocent, simple joy, hope, and wonder back in life - that extra sparkly sheen to coat every day. I think this week has been jumblin' shit up in my mind to work on that.
On to the next.
Strange week of ups and downs. Bouts of anger, hostility, sadness, trancing-out, waves of energy, "good luck," "not-so-good-luck," fear surfacing, fear abating, good sex, fights, making up, fun, boredom, joy, apathy and ambivalence...
I want to get back to that place of pure potentiality I had many years ago. I want that innocent, simple joy, hope, and wonder back in life - that extra sparkly sheen to coat every day. I think this week has been jumblin' shit up in my mind to work on that.
On to the next.
