Minor update:
Having tons of wild dreams each night, but I'll be damned if I can remember a single one. My memory retention lately with dreams is complete shit.
I've been pretty depressed most of the day today, but there's a ton of confounding variables at play. I'm testing a new pheromone for Steve-O at PheromoneXS (which I received for FREE since starting the sub), have been taking an appetite suppressing supplements (b/c my appetite is up and motivation for the gym is down, and I'll be damned if I'm going to gain weight right now) that has an ingredient that could possibly mess w/ me. To offset the stimulants causing too many jitters, I've been taking some l-theanine to smooth it out (which can give me depression symptoms). Anyway, it feels chemically-induced. It's also been gray, rainy, and cold - which is depressing in and off itself. I certainly can't point a finger at USLMax.
Mental tiredness persists. As soon as any caffeine wears off, I need a nap.
I did experience some strange slow-downs on the way to pick my son up from preschool today. When I got there, it was "just in time" to run headlong into a mom I had a naughty-crush on while running DMSI 3.1 last year. Big smiles, we said "Hi!" to each other as we passed. Nothing earth-shattering, but it was a nice surprise to see her again.
My wife has been upbeat and bubbly all day, so no negatives on her end.
EDIT:
Oh yeah, any desire for alcohol is non-existent. That's weird, considering the depression. Usually I crave it when I feel like this.
Having tons of wild dreams each night, but I'll be damned if I can remember a single one. My memory retention lately with dreams is complete shit.
I've been pretty depressed most of the day today, but there's a ton of confounding variables at play. I'm testing a new pheromone for Steve-O at PheromoneXS (which I received for FREE since starting the sub), have been taking an appetite suppressing supplements (b/c my appetite is up and motivation for the gym is down, and I'll be damned if I'm going to gain weight right now) that has an ingredient that could possibly mess w/ me. To offset the stimulants causing too many jitters, I've been taking some l-theanine to smooth it out (which can give me depression symptoms). Anyway, it feels chemically-induced. It's also been gray, rainy, and cold - which is depressing in and off itself. I certainly can't point a finger at USLMax.
Mental tiredness persists. As soon as any caffeine wears off, I need a nap.
I did experience some strange slow-downs on the way to pick my son up from preschool today. When I got there, it was "just in time" to run headlong into a mom I had a naughty-crush on while running DMSI 3.1 last year. Big smiles, we said "Hi!" to each other as we passed. Nothing earth-shattering, but it was a nice surprise to see her again.
My wife has been upbeat and bubbly all day, so no negatives on her end.
EDIT:
Oh yeah, any desire for alcohol is non-existent. That's weird, considering the depression. Usually I crave it when I feel like this.
