Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Ok, something really weird just happened but I think I realize what is going on.

I think the even that happened yesterday was the subconscious trying the scorched earth tactic again. This time just trying to manifest an event to cause internal havoc. I can definitely say it caused a lot of havoc. I kept on having feelings of anger, rage and flash backs happen all day yesterday. Had it happen all night even when I tried to sleep as well. Something weird happened though which is that after I woke up after finally falling asleep I actually felt good and nothing in regards to what happened before I feel asleep. I'm guessing since my subconscious can't put up as much resistance during different phases of sleep it can't fight off the sub's instructions. I'm going to assuming this is probably the "initial" resistance that was mentioned.

So, it seems like it can still use the scorched earth tactic but it can't use it internally. I assume its because the FRM cuts off any fuel from using past memories, etc. So it can only cause an external event to happen that will prompt a very negative response then continually use that event to constantly fuel resistance. Hey, Shannon is there anything you think you can do to keep parts resisting from trying to purposely "manifest" an negative external event to try fuel more resistance? It seems like that's the only option left to it in my case. It needs a more current event it seems to try this tactic.