09-27-2018, 01:46 AM
Apart of me wants to take a break from subliminals, I will see what happens, I'll let you know if I do.
I might even use E2 for next sub, that or DMSI 3.3.
I wanted to see how E2, attracts. As back in 2016, I was on E2 I attracted a few hotties...I grew alot from them hotties, so maybe they where apart of my healing. Who knows. I like the idea of the unconditional love aspect though.
The other day I was even considering BIATBW, as I feel I got more photogenic on that, but going back to older tech is harder than I thought.
I won't act on impulse.
I am just writing thoughts.
I would like a bit more excitement in my life, sex with girls would do it. It does feel that side of things I have put off and all that does give a buzz, dating multiple girls, having sex. I have got into a habit of long streaks of semen retention, so I start feeling like something is "missing"....and what that is, is releasing and having pleasurable orgasms, with females and enjoying their presence and company etc it's all part of the nice feeling package.
I don't have caffeine, sugar, drugs, alcohol, orgasms ....no wonder I love going Krav to exercise and get a buzz, as that is the only way I can get a buzz. So yeah now I am considering getting on the wagon and dating again, just for the sweet pleasurable chemicals releases in my brain...I deserve it.
So yeah maybe I will take a break soon to prepare for DMSI 3.3, I will think about it and go with the flow.
I might even use E2 for next sub, that or DMSI 3.3.
I wanted to see how E2, attracts. As back in 2016, I was on E2 I attracted a few hotties...I grew alot from them hotties, so maybe they where apart of my healing. Who knows. I like the idea of the unconditional love aspect though.
The other day I was even considering BIATBW, as I feel I got more photogenic on that, but going back to older tech is harder than I thought.
I won't act on impulse.
I am just writing thoughts.
I would like a bit more excitement in my life, sex with girls would do it. It does feel that side of things I have put off and all that does give a buzz, dating multiple girls, having sex. I have got into a habit of long streaks of semen retention, so I start feeling like something is "missing"....and what that is, is releasing and having pleasurable orgasms, with females and enjoying their presence and company etc it's all part of the nice feeling package.
I don't have caffeine, sugar, drugs, alcohol, orgasms ....no wonder I love going Krav to exercise and get a buzz, as that is the only way I can get a buzz. So yeah now I am considering getting on the wagon and dating again, just for the sweet pleasurable chemicals releases in my brain...I deserve it.
So yeah maybe I will take a break soon to prepare for DMSI 3.3, I will think about it and go with the flow.
