09-23-2018, 11:54 AM
Its one of the reasons I have considered running E2. My history consisted of getting bullied, my dad invalidating it and installing bs beliefs that it magically goes away by ignoring it. Idgaf attitude is understood differently by a kid, atleast, in my case. It led to not stand up for myself, having emotional blocks, being an target, because I didnt learn to go against it and claim my social place. Now I get it but still, im running DMSI A, and things are brought up.
In turn, by not learning to stand up for myself, the experiences piled up through my childhood, teens and early adulthood. It led to some serious ptsd symptoms, dissociation and fall out, aswell as violent and homicidal ideation. I have called my parents out on it, but it still doesnt really sink in with my dad.
Also, when I moved out, my dad did speak to me like I wasnt there while standing next to him, which in turn triggered me in verbal abuse towards him, and was out to emotional destroy him, intentially.
In turn, by not learning to stand up for myself, the experiences piled up through my childhood, teens and early adulthood. It led to some serious ptsd symptoms, dissociation and fall out, aswell as violent and homicidal ideation. I have called my parents out on it, but it still doesnt really sink in with my dad.
Also, when I moved out, my dad did speak to me like I wasnt there while standing next to him, which in turn triggered me in verbal abuse towards him, and was out to emotional destroy him, intentially.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
