09-22-2018, 12:52 AM
I've seen you wrestle with this for a short while. I am no expert, but I do have experience with both, DMSI less so.
A simple question which I've heard many times here is: what are you seeking out? I knew I sought out healing from and breaking up of old family-based thinking, for it's lead nowhere. I'm running E2 now, which you know, and I'm finding unexpected truths coming up. I woke up from a good dream this morning knowing I've not made moves or stepped out so often since I was afraid (my dream was quite the opposite, so I mention it). E2 is steadily chipping fear away showing me what I've needed to know. And I'm acting this out presently at work too, meaning I'm taking leadership roles seriously, which feels invigorating.
For DMSI, Shannon had always pointed towards that for emotional healing with women issues, past and present, plus he added it was faster and stronger for healing "with little extras". Those extras included women looking and sometimes gawking at me, me feeling sexual stimulation around women (even when they were in another car and I'd not even looked yet), and other similar things. And these experiences happened daily. DMSI is all focused on sex, which is a whole other area, but I did find better boundaries QUICKLY for toxic women in my life. I've been pulled back to it (in my head) when reading long-timers who began on old versions of DMSI and have stayed on it. I've been greatly encouraged since some men were still living at home, and the female manipulation via "mom" pissed them off. I actually "banned" myself from seeing my own mom, as her lifelong manipulation began pissing me off. And I got off DMSI due to this massive change in me, as I'm normally a pushover.
Which is why I plan on beginning AM6 after E2. I'm not in my head all day about AM6, but I know it's the best next step for me.
For you, either choice will benefit you. Which is most important to you? And why?
A simple question which I've heard many times here is: what are you seeking out? I knew I sought out healing from and breaking up of old family-based thinking, for it's lead nowhere. I'm running E2 now, which you know, and I'm finding unexpected truths coming up. I woke up from a good dream this morning knowing I've not made moves or stepped out so often since I was afraid (my dream was quite the opposite, so I mention it). E2 is steadily chipping fear away showing me what I've needed to know. And I'm acting this out presently at work too, meaning I'm taking leadership roles seriously, which feels invigorating.
For DMSI, Shannon had always pointed towards that for emotional healing with women issues, past and present, plus he added it was faster and stronger for healing "with little extras". Those extras included women looking and sometimes gawking at me, me feeling sexual stimulation around women (even when they were in another car and I'd not even looked yet), and other similar things. And these experiences happened daily. DMSI is all focused on sex, which is a whole other area, but I did find better boundaries QUICKLY for toxic women in my life. I've been pulled back to it (in my head) when reading long-timers who began on old versions of DMSI and have stayed on it. I've been greatly encouraged since some men were still living at home, and the female manipulation via "mom" pissed them off. I actually "banned" myself from seeing my own mom, as her lifelong manipulation began pissing me off. And I got off DMSI due to this massive change in me, as I'm normally a pushover.
Which is why I plan on beginning AM6 after E2. I'm not in my head all day about AM6, but I know it's the best next step for me.
For you, either choice will benefit you. Which is most important to you? And why?
I want to be FREE!
