Oof, again, it was my mistake and an accident. It was moreso pointed at how when I did something wrong, I had multiple admins come into my journal to tell me about it. It's been a few months since posting here so I'll be more mindful of that rule.
So this morning I gave my girlfriend a hearty smack on the ass to wake her up. She had her hair done yesterday so she's lookin' extra like a snack. She's been regularly making remarks about how she can't believe she's managed to fetch someone as attractive as I. Who is she you might ask? Well, it's Gossip girl, the same gal I spoke about in one of my earlier entries and field reports. We've been exclusively dating for a couple of months now; See, the thing is, it was at the point where I just didn't have time to game anymore, so instead of just dropping every chick I had and not seeing them, I decided to try my hand at experimenting with an LTR for a couple of reason:
- Company just got bought, so my work and projects went into overtime, and free time was reduced (Especially between lifting at the gym, Boxing, meal planning, and keeping up with my Cat and the home).
- Room mate decided to purchase and move into his own house, so I had to move into a single bedroom apartment.
- There were a sizeable number of summer conventions happening, and as to not go through the hassle of crossing streams with multiple plates at these conventions, I decided to set things up in a way where I could comfortably have a companion come along to each of these venues along with me without the stress of juggling multiple females.
- Some of my plates were becoming more and more needy anyway, wanting to see me more often than I was available for, so if I'm going to invest any time into any females, I might as well make it the one who brings the most value and best sex, until things calm down at least after the summer.
As for NoFap, I'm still going strong on that. Day 346; There were a couple of days here and there where I had a beastly urge to let myself release, but I was able to remain disciplined.
I stopped keeping track of cold showers to be honest. I mean, I literally just go into the shower and turn the water on and enjoy cold showers now. It has become my favorite way to wake up. The only time I ever take warm or hot showers is when I'm showering with another female, and even then, what's warm and hot to me is cold and warm to her, respectively. If I take hot showers, it doesn't really wake me up that much. I just enjoy stepping in with a yawn, turn the faucet on and enjoy the thrill as soon as the ice cold water hits me. It's amazing, and everyone should try it. I do it every time.
Today will mark five loops of DMSI. Tonight, I'll be going to a friend's house birthday party and I'm sure there will be plenty of HB's hanging out and seeing what's up- It'll be Friday night with drinking involved, after all. The girlfriend will be coming along with me which should make for great preselection. We'll see what's up. To be frank and to be honest, I'm not really invested in the relationship at all. If she were to break up with me, I'd gladly open the door for her; I've got a line of dimes I can connect with. She is probably deeply aware of this fact too.
So this morning I gave my girlfriend a hearty smack on the ass to wake her up. She had her hair done yesterday so she's lookin' extra like a snack. She's been regularly making remarks about how she can't believe she's managed to fetch someone as attractive as I. Who is she you might ask? Well, it's Gossip girl, the same gal I spoke about in one of my earlier entries and field reports. We've been exclusively dating for a couple of months now; See, the thing is, it was at the point where I just didn't have time to game anymore, so instead of just dropping every chick I had and not seeing them, I decided to try my hand at experimenting with an LTR for a couple of reason:
- Company just got bought, so my work and projects went into overtime, and free time was reduced (Especially between lifting at the gym, Boxing, meal planning, and keeping up with my Cat and the home).
- Room mate decided to purchase and move into his own house, so I had to move into a single bedroom apartment.
- There were a sizeable number of summer conventions happening, and as to not go through the hassle of crossing streams with multiple plates at these conventions, I decided to set things up in a way where I could comfortably have a companion come along to each of these venues along with me without the stress of juggling multiple females.
- Some of my plates were becoming more and more needy anyway, wanting to see me more often than I was available for, so if I'm going to invest any time into any females, I might as well make it the one who brings the most value and best sex, until things calm down at least after the summer.
As for NoFap, I'm still going strong on that. Day 346; There were a couple of days here and there where I had a beastly urge to let myself release, but I was able to remain disciplined.
I stopped keeping track of cold showers to be honest. I mean, I literally just go into the shower and turn the water on and enjoy cold showers now. It has become my favorite way to wake up. The only time I ever take warm or hot showers is when I'm showering with another female, and even then, what's warm and hot to me is cold and warm to her, respectively. If I take hot showers, it doesn't really wake me up that much. I just enjoy stepping in with a yawn, turn the faucet on and enjoy the thrill as soon as the ice cold water hits me. It's amazing, and everyone should try it. I do it every time.
Today will mark five loops of DMSI. Tonight, I'll be going to a friend's house birthday party and I'm sure there will be plenty of HB's hanging out and seeing what's up- It'll be Friday night with drinking involved, after all. The girlfriend will be coming along with me which should make for great preselection. We'll see what's up. To be frank and to be honest, I'm not really invested in the relationship at all. If she were to break up with me, I'd gladly open the door for her; I've got a line of dimes I can connect with. She is probably deeply aware of this fact too.
"A man who loves women is loved by women."
