Thanks man - will check it out.
Second day off after my second 8 day run.
I'm full of forboding about the future. i'm about to take on a massive amount of debt and risk, and at least for the next year will have to watch every cent i spend. I've never had this before with any new corner turned/levelling up there is a kind of darkness and uncertainty. It's horrible but strangely i have the attitude that being faced with these dark chasms of risk is a necessary condition for growth.
Feels not unlike standing in an organic waste bin while the world tells you no one loves you and you'd be better off just wearing a bag over your head for the rest of your life.
Spoke too soon on that offer of some extra dosh every year - it fell through.
Second day off after my second 8 day run.
I'm full of forboding about the future. i'm about to take on a massive amount of debt and risk, and at least for the next year will have to watch every cent i spend. I've never had this before with any new corner turned/levelling up there is a kind of darkness and uncertainty. It's horrible but strangely i have the attitude that being faced with these dark chasms of risk is a necessary condition for growth.
Feels not unlike standing in an organic waste bin while the world tells you no one loves you and you'd be better off just wearing a bag over your head for the rest of your life.
Spoke too soon on that offer of some extra dosh every year - it fell through.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
