03-26-2012, 02:12 AM
So a lot of insecurities coming up as well. A lot around women, life in general, not reaching my potential.
To be a little more specific. Around women I've had thoughts around i'm not good looking enough, i'm not confident enough, that girl I got on Saturday night is the best I will get, I really know nothing about attracting women. Life in general I get this feeling that I am a boy trapped in a mans body like I haven't grown up yet. Not reaching my potential is more around the fact that I have always been told I have all this potential and I see it in very short glimpses every now and then but I've always worried so much about other things to ever completely reach that potential, Also thoughts have been popping up around why I aren't I doing more with my life when I have an IQ of 130 and a knack for business.
So to sum up have hit a bit of resistance as I do at the start of every stage so far. Its alright I know its resistance and I know it will pass.
So I've been weighing up either doing Gratitude or seize the day with stage 5 and 6. I can see the advantages of both for where I need to get to seize the day for help reaching my potential and gratitude for getting past the depression and anxiety. I will wait and see how the rest of this stage goes and make a choice from there.
To be a little more specific. Around women I've had thoughts around i'm not good looking enough, i'm not confident enough, that girl I got on Saturday night is the best I will get, I really know nothing about attracting women. Life in general I get this feeling that I am a boy trapped in a mans body like I haven't grown up yet. Not reaching my potential is more around the fact that I have always been told I have all this potential and I see it in very short glimpses every now and then but I've always worried so much about other things to ever completely reach that potential, Also thoughts have been popping up around why I aren't I doing more with my life when I have an IQ of 130 and a knack for business.
So to sum up have hit a bit of resistance as I do at the start of every stage so far. Its alright I know its resistance and I know it will pass.
So I've been weighing up either doing Gratitude or seize the day with stage 5 and 6. I can see the advantages of both for where I need to get to seize the day for help reaching my potential and gratitude for getting past the depression and anxiety. I will wait and see how the rest of this stage goes and make a choice from there.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
