08-19-2018, 01:25 PM
Honestly don't know when i've every been this focussed and productive. Today, for the first time in my life, i had a complex issue to solve, and i sat down and did it without taking a break - not only that, i enjoyed the shit out of it. I only stopped because recently i've been pushing myself and i just want to make sure i'm sustainable.
oh and went to another coffee place, bought a brownie and the guy handed me a loyalty card and stamped the whole thing so i get free coffee and a snack next time, then had dinner with my lady and the waiter took 70% off the bill because it took longer than expected. Oh and that $100 turned into $150.
I got scared today - like things are going so well i fear i'm using up my good karma or i'm going to have to pay a price for this down the line...
oh and went to another coffee place, bought a brownie and the guy handed me a loyalty card and stamped the whole thing so i get free coffee and a snack next time, then had dinner with my lady and the waiter took 70% off the bill because it took longer than expected. Oh and that $100 turned into $150.
I got scared today - like things are going so well i fear i'm using up my good karma or i'm going to have to pay a price for this down the line...
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.