No major differences this morning. But not all bad either. I got up and read a page of Rule 4 stuff, telling me I have a part in my own life. Me trusting something else takes pressure off me since I'm not omniscient. In no way.
Been listening to a Piano Guys playlist on YT. Saw and felt myself playing instruments in front of others with REAL emotion. I've seen enough America's Got Talent replays to know people being real is highly remembered and absorbed. A new song just came on, and I shed a few tears. Music, when my heart's heavy, opens me right up.
So, I'm feeling a bit nostalgic. Texted a brother figure I work with this morning, apologizing for ignoring his text yesterday. He replied that my mind was elsewhere since I'd got no "dark chocolate". He's black, and even in his 50's, he says he'd be a ho were he single. I said "Yeah. It was just me and Rosie".
Life can be good or bad each day. My choices affect that. Lastly.......
I'm dropping a Piano Guy's rendition of the Jurassic Park theme. I used to own the soundtrack on cassette tape. I listened since it has big French horn parts, my instrument I played daily 20 years back. I'd listen to the tape, watch the movie, then listen again. Each time I listened I "saw" the movie again.
Nah, I'm pulling the original. The PG rendition doesn't have enough "drama" in it.
Been listening to a Piano Guys playlist on YT. Saw and felt myself playing instruments in front of others with REAL emotion. I've seen enough America's Got Talent replays to know people being real is highly remembered and absorbed. A new song just came on, and I shed a few tears. Music, when my heart's heavy, opens me right up.
So, I'm feeling a bit nostalgic. Texted a brother figure I work with this morning, apologizing for ignoring his text yesterday. He replied that my mind was elsewhere since I'd got no "dark chocolate". He's black, and even in his 50's, he says he'd be a ho were he single. I said "Yeah. It was just me and Rosie".
Life can be good or bad each day. My choices affect that. Lastly.......
I'm dropping a Piano Guy's rendition of the Jurassic Park theme. I used to own the soundtrack on cassette tape. I listened since it has big French horn parts, my instrument I played daily 20 years back. I'd listen to the tape, watch the movie, then listen again. Each time I listened I "saw" the movie again.
Nah, I'm pulling the original. The PG rendition doesn't have enough "drama" in it.
I want to be FREE!
