Antaeus' AM6 Reboot Journal

[Antaeus]

Felt some frustration and anger today. Channeled it into my workout at the gym. Did 1 mile in 10minutes on the treadmill and worked arms and chest.

I am Starting to realize how over accommodating I can be at times. My mom cooked salmon today (love me some salmon). And she wanted to cook the salmon before 5 o’clock. I have been doing a one meal a day fast for a few weeks now and I usually eat my one meal at night after I’ve worked out. And I usually don’t go to the gym until about 6 o’clock. She was not aggressive about it But I just kind of caved instead of letting her know what I would prefer to do. This was obviously my fault, it was easily recognizable and I could’ve corrected easily. So lesson learned I need to start verbalizing what it is that I want. People are not mind readers, not even my own mother.

I signed up for Tinder last night. I’m trying to keep my expectations low because I know online dating can be a bitch. However I’m at least happy with myself for taking the risk of putting myself out there and just see what happens. If anyone has any advice on this I’m open.