07-11-2018, 09:14 AM
Shannon,
How does dark triad tendencies relate to DMSI? is it the h/c ? is it bringing the dormant out? a result of trauma ( from my upbring, dad/mom ( probably ) people and what not?
Im asking, because my behaviour is starting to become very much devoid of empathy and care, and is becoming an sort of powertrip. just right now, while driving, I had my mind bringing up the wanting to hurt people and stuff, like an itch, giving it attention is magnifying it. Im not giving in, I notice it but it is strong. like an reliving of trauma, but Im getting since the last couple of days very much narcissistic. and I sem to like it. like seeing through the dynamics of the social structures, how people respond, coming to terms of the amount of manipulation fuelled/based communication.
Right now, im not giving into these thoughts, but could. is it an direct response to the h/c as Im running A? or is it bringing my personality up front? Im actually using already charisma, witt, charm, maniuplation out of amusement almost, and it is very much coming across as natural to me, like, smooth.
How does dark triad tendencies relate to DMSI? is it the h/c ? is it bringing the dormant out? a result of trauma ( from my upbring, dad/mom ( probably ) people and what not?
Im asking, because my behaviour is starting to become very much devoid of empathy and care, and is becoming an sort of powertrip. just right now, while driving, I had my mind bringing up the wanting to hurt people and stuff, like an itch, giving it attention is magnifying it. Im not giving in, I notice it but it is strong. like an reliving of trauma, but Im getting since the last couple of days very much narcissistic. and I sem to like it. like seeing through the dynamics of the social structures, how people respond, coming to terms of the amount of manipulation fuelled/based communication.
Right now, im not giving into these thoughts, but could. is it an direct response to the h/c as Im running A? or is it bringing my personality up front? Im actually using already charisma, witt, charm, maniuplation out of amusement almost, and it is very much coming across as natural to me, like, smooth.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
