03-15-2012, 05:28 AM
I have that too. I just speak up, and as you said with decency. It still surprises me to hear the stuff that just naturally comes out of my mouth, no effort required.
(03-15-2012, 04:49 AM)Soloz Wrote: Three days, as promised!
I finished the final day last night, and while I think my PortaPro are failing (I have to bump it so the sound doesn't turn 'hollow'), I should have gotten most of it. Starting Stage 2 tonight!
Now.. where to start.
Summary of Alpha Female, Stage 1:
Well, there's been a lot of emotions and conflicts. A LOT. It's like the insecurities sabotaged my conscious mind. Then I finally decided to just let it all go. Why carry it with you, you know? The past's gonna be there anyway, for better or for worse.
I had a lot of arguments with family, but they have settled down. Now it's no more than usual.
On a positive note, I am less afraid of saying what I feel and think. Of course, I do retain some note of decency, but it feels good to be more authentic. Oh, and I got into an exercise schedule again!
Well, that's it to be honest. I am sure there are minor things that could be told, but those I can't remember at the moment.
If you have any questions, just ask!
Soloz out.
