06-22-2018, 02:16 PM
Day 5,
My nose/throat clearing has been methodical; feel fine for 30 minutes at a time, and then feel plugged up. I go to the bathroom and snot rocket both nostrils. Then, I'm fine for the next 30 minutes.
I've also felt an interesting side effect; I have not felt actual, let's say, 'male vitality', for a couple of months at least. Nor have I felt a full-body attraction towards a women. This woman was a fair bit taller and a bit thicker than I'm normally attracted to, but I was popping a full-on erection just looking at her. The weird thing is that she wasn't that objectively attractive; but, there was nothing wrong with her either. She had a nice figure and was feminine. She was a volunteer at my work today. I spoke with her for a couple of minutes but I didn't try to get her info (we are at work, after all).
I think that my body might be pumping a normal level of testosterone again. I've had moments where I felt like I was 21 again.
My nose/throat clearing has been methodical; feel fine for 30 minutes at a time, and then feel plugged up. I go to the bathroom and snot rocket both nostrils. Then, I'm fine for the next 30 minutes.
I've also felt an interesting side effect; I have not felt actual, let's say, 'male vitality', for a couple of months at least. Nor have I felt a full-body attraction towards a women. This woman was a fair bit taller and a bit thicker than I'm normally attracted to, but I was popping a full-on erection just looking at her. The weird thing is that she wasn't that objectively attractive; but, there was nothing wrong with her either. She had a nice figure and was feminine. She was a volunteer at my work today. I spoke with her for a couple of minutes but I didn't try to get her info (we are at work, after all).
I think that my body might be pumping a normal level of testosterone again. I've had moments where I felt like I was 21 again.
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