Greenhaze DMSI 3.2 Journal

[Shannon]

So never before made a journal anywhere, i dont actually type anything out online like this so no idea what im doing or how to type this out really so bear with me and most of this might be confusing jumping from point to point cause i have to write stuff down as soon as it comes otherwise i completely forget about it

So been listening to DMSI since 2.4 now doing 3.2 B 4 loops hybrid trickling stream low volume with headphones

Now i have received looks from girls some very blatant one where she was with her boyfriend or husband and she turned her head completely around while walking forward and stares at me for a good 5 seconds, others where its just quick looks here and there, i have had a two girls brush right up against me at work but i work in a kitchen so that could be just tight space although one of the girls has bent over in front of me repeatedly with a low cut shirt and the other always has her butt pointed in my direction. I have also noticed alot more beautiful women around although i cant get out much as i have epilepsy although its mostly cured now which question for Shannon, could the spot i have on my right temporal lobe that caused the seizures could that affect dmsi? As the right temporal lobe controls nonverbal communication like facial expressions or understanding aspects of nonverbal communication like humor and sadness and also the personality like unable to consider the perspectives of other people, doesn't help ive also had around 4 concussions though could be more ive lost track

The brain is of course the focus of input/output on the physical level. Damage or abnormality to it may cause alteration of input/output.

It is also possible that DMSI-A may be interpreted in such a way as to trigger healing and regeneration of said damage or irregularities.

I cannot know for sure.

As to The Wall im forgetting what its supposed to block i know porn was in there but i am still masturbating to porn although i get angry with myself afterwards.

Getting angry at yourself afterwards, how's that working out for you on improving execution instead of hiding behind energy depletion and de-motivation through masturbation to porn? Sounds pretty effective to me. I'm going to presume you seriously don't want to achieve the program goals.