06-15-2018, 02:05 PM
(06-14-2018, 06:55 AM)yoshilee Wrote: So i started AM6 after being into UD and EPHRA. Those two gave me already a good impression of the way subs are working, also clearing focus and awareness of all the stuff within myself.
I´ll run AM6 probably until AM7 shows up on the horizon, just to go on with that one
By now i am done with a good half of stage 1. What i can recognize that far are several things already.
Some self-esteem starts already to grow, but at the same time it seems a basic feeling of kind of aggression comes along too. I get annoyed by other people, when they don´t make clear statements or refuse to make up their decisions.
Of course that is the inner feeling, but i already start a little to confront such issues in speech too (as the past was as it seems all about maintaining harmony, but at the expense of myself).
In between is kicking in a lot of victim mentality (blaming parents and myself) and letting go of the past is another thing which needs to be badly dressed. Also regret for lifetime because things never were that clear to me.
The basic feeling and mood is very mixed, but in general already different to my "pre-sub-times".
For now i try to maintain 2 loops by headphone in the evening and hybrid-ocean while sleeping, which sums up to roughly 8 - 10 hours/day.
Daily routine gives me no chance to listening there.
Feedback and response from all you AM6 veterans is of course appreciated!
There's a hybrid version of the AM6 tracks? Did I miss something?
