06-04-2018, 11:26 PM
(06-04-2018, 10:57 PM)guyinlahore Wrote:(06-03-2018, 02:25 PM)Greenduck Wrote: Amazing results. Congratulations.
Have you thought about running E2? It should be more effective than E1 as there is a couple of more years of research behind it.
If there have been physical abuse made to you in your past I can really recommend you to look into Trauma Releasing exercises. I'm using it (not for that reason, but for general stress relief and recovery from dissasociation), but I have read about people actually getting over their childhood traumas, even without having to re-experience them again. The book is a really good read and pretty cheap.
I thought about using E2, but due to some financial constraints kept on using E1. Having used E1 for 6 months, i want to try something else. Right I now after giving a break of 7 days I am listening to Stress Relief. After a month I might move to Ultra Succes & Luck Magnifier.
I have been into therapy and have done a lot for disassociation. But every time I read a news about sexual abuse in the media, it just comes up; not in the same way as in the past, but it is still there.
Have you used mostly talk-therapy or have you tried somantic therapy? I can really recommend you looking into reading a book called "the body keeps the score". Eye-opening and can give you some direction on how to heal your past traumas.
My theory why you don't want to be with guys, is because your body don't want to. And even if you are interested and are sending signals that you are (thus the interest shown from others) your body may still carry the scars from abuse which need to be healed for it to be aligned with your interests.
Good luck with your healing. E2 is amazing.