EPRHA Free Version

[guyinlahore]

I have now finished 6 months of EPRHA.

Lately some things have started surfacing which confused me. I am not sure if it is due to the sub or some other reason. This never came up earlier. during the sub use It is related to my childhood abuse. I had sudden mood swings mainly with depression and then it went away in 1-2 days like nothing happened. Another thing which happened in childhood was simultaneously with the abuse, random men started taking interest in me. Now I have again started noticing random men trying to talk to me for no reason. There is a security guard who sits in my way and I have noticed he has been behaving strangely. I felt very uncomfortable. I have no interest in men. I could not find a possible reason for this unwanted attention. The sub is either stirring some things or it may be totally unrelated.

I was thinking whether to continue with the sub or just finish. In the end I decided I had listened enough and now its time to move.Overall it has been a good experience.

- Road rage is almost finished. I do not react to other people's behaviour. Although I still sometime act but only on my mental decision if I decide to react and not on impulse.
- I am very calm and peaceful.
- I understand people / social behaviour much better now.
- I can think / analyze past traumas / abuse more objectively now without getting emotionally overwhelmed.
- I am able to analyze my behaviour, problems, limitations, beliefs much clearly now.
- I am able to respond to daily situations with great clarity. its like something around has been removed.
- I feel more mature mentally and emotionally.

I have been able to analyze the problems and blocks in my life. I was expecting that the sub would clear everything but I think it is not the case. I have many fears like fear of success which arose due to an incident in my early childhood. There is absolutely no effect on that. After listening to the sub, I can feel the limitations and fears more and more. I am very much aware of them and can feel them a lot now.

I think the issues for further treatment are depression, stress, anxiety, self esteem, fears and success.
I am now thinking of Ultra Success & Luck Magnifier combo as the next step. Maybe after earning some money I can go for other subs. Right now I am having a rest period.