05-27-2018, 07:50 PM
***No f*cking in this post***
Still on V3.2 B. I've grown a lot since being on V3.2. When I look back at who I am now, versus who I was 3 months ago I feel like I've improved so much. My anxiety is a lot lower. I'm able to express myself better. I'm more secure and accepting of who I am.
I've taken Shannon's advice and anytime I feel fear or apprehension or laziness I ask myself..."why are you afraid of XYZ"? "Why do you hesitate to ABC"? For example, I asked myself "Why do you act like a hypochondriac"? Answer: I want to control everything. When I'm not in control of my body or things around me, I feel scared. V3.2 then answers back and says "You can't control everything nor should you. You WILL die eventually. You can't run from death. Master death by accepting it for what it is: a part of life. When you accept it, you lose your fear of it, and when you lose fear, you gain happiness."
Tackling that one fear allowed me to seek out other fears and bring them to the forefront. Many existed since childhood. I'm outgrowing them. Problem now though is consistency. I'll go through periods of bliss then I'll take a few steps back. I will say this though: I've grown more from 3 months of V3.2 usage than I did with 6 months of V3.1 usage. I feel like if I were to use this sub consistently for another 3 months I'd execute because layers and layers of BS has been pulled back and I'm now literally standing on the edge of full execution.
The 3 versions of DMSI that I used consistently, which would be V2.2, V3.1, and V3.2, had a consistent theme of big manifestation/execution initially and then months of nothingness. V3.2 brings an improvement because I actually am FEELING a difference. Although manifestation are non-existent...mostly.
Still on V3.2 B. I've grown a lot since being on V3.2. When I look back at who I am now, versus who I was 3 months ago I feel like I've improved so much. My anxiety is a lot lower. I'm able to express myself better. I'm more secure and accepting of who I am.
I've taken Shannon's advice and anytime I feel fear or apprehension or laziness I ask myself..."why are you afraid of XYZ"? "Why do you hesitate to ABC"? For example, I asked myself "Why do you act like a hypochondriac"? Answer: I want to control everything. When I'm not in control of my body or things around me, I feel scared. V3.2 then answers back and says "You can't control everything nor should you. You WILL die eventually. You can't run from death. Master death by accepting it for what it is: a part of life. When you accept it, you lose your fear of it, and when you lose fear, you gain happiness."
Tackling that one fear allowed me to seek out other fears and bring them to the forefront. Many existed since childhood. I'm outgrowing them. Problem now though is consistency. I'll go through periods of bliss then I'll take a few steps back. I will say this though: I've grown more from 3 months of V3.2 usage than I did with 6 months of V3.1 usage. I feel like if I were to use this sub consistently for another 3 months I'd execute because layers and layers of BS has been pulled back and I'm now literally standing on the edge of full execution.
The 3 versions of DMSI that I used consistently, which would be V2.2, V3.1, and V3.2, had a consistent theme of big manifestation/execution initially and then months of nothingness. V3.2 brings an improvement because I actually am FEELING a difference. Although manifestation are non-existent...mostly.
