So as always another interesting night. A bouncer checked my id looked at me and laughed the called me cassanova. I look nothing like my id now. Also got called a pretty boy a few times and got told i look like george cloony which is a new one. Also started realizing how much some people bullshit. There was a guy I was out with last night who I thought was a pretty cool guy at first then he started going on about how many girls he gets and so on which started to get me a little angry as I could tell he was talking shit then we go out and he could hardly talk to girls and when he could he was being a complete try hard. Maybe this reminds me of what I was like/am still like a little or maybe I'm just sick of people bragging not to sure
My ex contacted me last night as well and i was really open and honest with her (which in itself is an IDGAF type mentality). She was angry at me when she first contacted me which i ignored then she appologised later. Surprisingly the anxiety from the contact is alot less than usual. I will see what its like in a few days before i call it progress. Also last night my ex asked if id come back (Not reading into that as we are apart), I say her best friend and ended up in the club listening to the same song that we danced to just after we got together that was "our song". Now I don't know a lot about manifestation or the law of attraction but last night it seemed the universe was trying to get us back together or at very least give me as much notice of her as possible. I'm also not one for the whole sole mate idea but I do wonder if maybe there is such a thing and two people can just meet at the wrong time in their lives to be able to make it work.
My ex contacted me last night as well and i was really open and honest with her (which in itself is an IDGAF type mentality). She was angry at me when she first contacted me which i ignored then she appologised later. Surprisingly the anxiety from the contact is alot less than usual. I will see what its like in a few days before i call it progress. Also last night my ex asked if id come back (Not reading into that as we are apart), I say her best friend and ended up in the club listening to the same song that we danced to just after we got together that was "our song". Now I don't know a lot about manifestation or the law of attraction but last night it seemed the universe was trying to get us back together or at very least give me as much notice of her as possible. I'm also not one for the whole sole mate idea but I do wonder if maybe there is such a thing and two people can just meet at the wrong time in their lives to be able to make it work.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
