05-19-2018, 09:27 AM
Don't know why but I'm feeling incredibly discouraged about my progress. It's like I know I'm only on the first stage but I keep getting these thoughts:
What if it doesn't work?
What if this is all just a waste of time?
And so on and so forth...
Maybe this is resistance manifesting itself some sort of way. I'm not really sure. All I know is I've been feeling kind of down.
Sister and two nephews left for Tenessee yesterday. Mom went with them so I have the house to myself for the next four days.
All in all I don't really feel any different. Maybe I just need to be patient?
What if it doesn't work?
What if this is all just a waste of time?
And so on and so forth...
Maybe this is resistance manifesting itself some sort of way. I'm not really sure. All I know is I've been feeling kind of down.
Sister and two nephews left for Tenessee yesterday. Mom went with them so I have the house to myself for the next four days.
All in all I don't really feel any different. Maybe I just need to be patient?
“When you change yourself...you change the world”
-Silvera, Gojira
-Silvera, Gojira
