05-12-2018, 03:53 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-12-2018, 03:58 PM by Have at ye.)
Aaaand another major thing has cleared through, I think.
I've admitted to myself, and have come to realize, that all the wild partying, all the crazy shit I've ever done, all that "bad boy" bullshit I've put myself through, all the "rock'n'roll" stupidity I've ever performed... it's never been what I've actually wanted or needed. Never.
Cried like a baby. Still kinda mushy.
EDIT
Here's kinda what I'm feeling right now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BR8_n-B8qu0
(It's a Schubert song)
I've admitted to myself, and have come to realize, that all the wild partying, all the crazy shit I've ever done, all that "bad boy" bullshit I've put myself through, all the "rock'n'roll" stupidity I've ever performed... it's never been what I've actually wanted or needed. Never.
Cried like a baby. Still kinda mushy.
EDIT
Here's kinda what I'm feeling right now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BR8_n-B8qu0
(It's a Schubert song)
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley