05-05-2018, 03:57 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-05-2018, 04:01 AM by Have at ye.)
What I love about DMSI ver. 3.2 is that pretty much every day I learn something new, or come to a new conclusion.
Whenever I'm not trying to resist the thing, that is - but I do believe I have that handled. At first, willful reinforcement did sometimes take up all of my conscious awareness, or at least as much of it as I could spare at any given moment, but I do seem to be needing less and less of it as time goes by - and am trying different variations on the theme, so to speak.
I do think it's necessary to note that, once again, I got the urge to do 2 loops when using ver. B, and I have decided to follow through with that. Got extremely strong internal/state-shift effects the first time I did it (yesterday), especially around the end of the 2nd loop (totally "felt high" in a good way, not in a "I just smoked a joint am totally bonkers" way - pretty much blissing out of my ass, so to speak), and did it once again today, and currently it seems to be fine. I think I will be sticking to 2 loops ver. B for the time being.
Also I am beginning to think that once I've figured out what I've been figuring out these past several days, I will have no need of switching to ver. A to achieve the design goals and more. Although the decision whether to stick with ver. B or proceed with the 'ol switcharoo I shall make when the time comes, and I'll just follow my gut in this matter. It feels great to be able to trust my gut again, finally.
EDIT
Take note, all ye who read this - this does not mean I am recommending anyone to start doing 2 loops, or start experimenting with the number of loops you are using. Do not use my decisions as a crutch for your decisions. Non serviam.
Whenever I'm not trying to resist the thing, that is - but I do believe I have that handled. At first, willful reinforcement did sometimes take up all of my conscious awareness, or at least as much of it as I could spare at any given moment, but I do seem to be needing less and less of it as time goes by - and am trying different variations on the theme, so to speak.
I do think it's necessary to note that, once again, I got the urge to do 2 loops when using ver. B, and I have decided to follow through with that. Got extremely strong internal/state-shift effects the first time I did it (yesterday), especially around the end of the 2nd loop (totally "felt high" in a good way, not in a "I just smoked a joint am totally bonkers" way - pretty much blissing out of my ass, so to speak), and did it once again today, and currently it seems to be fine. I think I will be sticking to 2 loops ver. B for the time being.
Also I am beginning to think that once I've figured out what I've been figuring out these past several days, I will have no need of switching to ver. A to achieve the design goals and more. Although the decision whether to stick with ver. B or proceed with the 'ol switcharoo I shall make when the time comes, and I'll just follow my gut in this matter. It feels great to be able to trust my gut again, finally.
EDIT
Take note, all ye who read this - this does not mean I am recommending anyone to start doing 2 loops, or start experimenting with the number of loops you are using. Do not use my decisions as a crutch for your decisions. Non serviam.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
