04-29-2018, 04:48 PM
DMSI 3.2 A Day 33
So I helped my attractive clients friend move yesterday. She texted me up the other day saying she needed a "strong man" to help them. Lucky for them Im just the guy(Strikes flawless double biceps pose) She was showing some serious ioi action. She wouldn't stop playing with her hair while around me. She put on some lip balm randomly right in front of me at one point. She was giggling at almost everything I said, and like nonstop at one point. One time when she was grabbing a box she backed her ass up right into me and im pretty positive she knew i was right behind her. She mentioned one time when I was lifting something heavy "Wow, look at those muscles!" She seemed to not be able to hold eye contact very long and would look away submissively after a second. If it wasnt for the fact she was married pretty sure it would be fully on. Also went to a friends party later and ALL the girls there showed at least one ioi at one point or another.
Been feeling relatively good the last few days. Feeling overall more sexy, relaxed and in the moment. There were a few times this weekend where I just got immersed in the moment and was able to convey my genuine charismatic self. This is state where I am charismatic, witty, creative, and confident, all without much effort. As opposed to the opposite, in my head, anxious and over analytical state. Pretty cool to experience and really the kind of state I wan to just naturally be in as a default.
I think a few things I have been doing lately has been helping me with resistance. I started repeating an affirmation twice a day that I saw in another members journal of "I now choose to willingly, consciously, and subconsciously execute the entire script of dmsi 3.2 A, and Ido." I have noticed I have started to view myself in a more sexy light lately and think this may be party why. I have also been doing a self acceptance exercise from the book "The 6 pillars of self esteem" that I think has been aiding me as well. I think learning to love and accept myself faults and all would be a real game changer. As paradoxical as it may be, actively trying to deny things and change them without first accepting them only seems to keep them alive. While accepting them seems to melt them away over time and allow for growth. The ol "what you resist persist" saying. So im trying to learn to accept some of my negative thoughts and feelings I experience and I think it has been helping me out.
So I helped my attractive clients friend move yesterday. She texted me up the other day saying she needed a "strong man" to help them. Lucky for them Im just the guy(Strikes flawless double biceps pose) She was showing some serious ioi action. She wouldn't stop playing with her hair while around me. She put on some lip balm randomly right in front of me at one point. She was giggling at almost everything I said, and like nonstop at one point. One time when she was grabbing a box she backed her ass up right into me and im pretty positive she knew i was right behind her. She mentioned one time when I was lifting something heavy "Wow, look at those muscles!" She seemed to not be able to hold eye contact very long and would look away submissively after a second. If it wasnt for the fact she was married pretty sure it would be fully on. Also went to a friends party later and ALL the girls there showed at least one ioi at one point or another.
Been feeling relatively good the last few days. Feeling overall more sexy, relaxed and in the moment. There were a few times this weekend where I just got immersed in the moment and was able to convey my genuine charismatic self. This is state where I am charismatic, witty, creative, and confident, all without much effort. As opposed to the opposite, in my head, anxious and over analytical state. Pretty cool to experience and really the kind of state I wan to just naturally be in as a default.
I think a few things I have been doing lately has been helping me with resistance. I started repeating an affirmation twice a day that I saw in another members journal of "I now choose to willingly, consciously, and subconsciously execute the entire script of dmsi 3.2 A, and Ido." I have noticed I have started to view myself in a more sexy light lately and think this may be party why. I have also been doing a self acceptance exercise from the book "The 6 pillars of self esteem" that I think has been aiding me as well. I think learning to love and accept myself faults and all would be a real game changer. As paradoxical as it may be, actively trying to deny things and change them without first accepting them only seems to keep them alive. While accepting them seems to melt them away over time and allow for growth. The ol "what you resist persist" saying. So im trying to learn to accept some of my negative thoughts and feelings I experience and I think it has been helping me out.
