04-23-2018, 05:42 PM
Wow! It's a pleasant surprise to find so many speedy replies to my inquiry. All of your feedback is greatly appreciated :-)
I do suffer severe lows with my depression, or at least in the past 1.5years that has been the case. Previous to that it had not been this bad since my early 20s and then before that, my teens. My main concern for healing the past subconscious wounding is because of how I believe it is negatively affecting the areas which I mentioned. I am able to consciously accept the past circumstances which have helped to shape who I am and the experiences that I have had. By trying to be diligent with my healthy habits, routines and mindfulness practices I have gotten better at intentionally creating positive outcomes in my life. But I can still step back and see how I continue to self sabotage myself with career/business/finances, relationships and my dietary health. This I believe is why I need to heal past emotional wounds and separate myself from how closely I identify myself with the traits of my mother who is basically crazy and suffering from PTSD, trapped in her own miserable world, procrastinating and unhealthy, and unable to take responsibility for her life.
Should I take DavisMind91's suggestion and continue listening for 8 or more hours for 32 days and see? Or, alternatively I could put LTU on my credit card and fast track the results that I am desperate to experience particularly in regards to finance/business/career, which I feel is a great source of shame for me at the stage I am at in my life. Or, would it make sense to continue E2 for 32days or 3 months, and then begin AF?
I do suffer severe lows with my depression, or at least in the past 1.5years that has been the case. Previous to that it had not been this bad since my early 20s and then before that, my teens. My main concern for healing the past subconscious wounding is because of how I believe it is negatively affecting the areas which I mentioned. I am able to consciously accept the past circumstances which have helped to shape who I am and the experiences that I have had. By trying to be diligent with my healthy habits, routines and mindfulness practices I have gotten better at intentionally creating positive outcomes in my life. But I can still step back and see how I continue to self sabotage myself with career/business/finances, relationships and my dietary health. This I believe is why I need to heal past emotional wounds and separate myself from how closely I identify myself with the traits of my mother who is basically crazy and suffering from PTSD, trapped in her own miserable world, procrastinating and unhealthy, and unable to take responsibility for her life.
Should I take DavisMind91's suggestion and continue listening for 8 or more hours for 32 days and see? Or, alternatively I could put LTU on my credit card and fast track the results that I am desperate to experience particularly in regards to finance/business/career, which I feel is a great source of shame for me at the stage I am at in my life. Or, would it make sense to continue E2 for 32days or 3 months, and then begin AF?
