04-21-2018, 05:49 PM
What's up guys. Reporting in. Bottom line: since the first week I've dealt with reversal resistance. Very. Severe. Reversal resistance. Here's the best analogy for it: a boy has dreamed of going to a theme park. He's seen how much fun it is and finally his family and friends go there. So he finally goes and sees this HUGE roller coaster. Part of him goes "this is going to be FUN! Let's do this dawg!!!" The other part of him remembers all the stories his mother told him about how dangerous roller coasters are. He gets in line, gets all the way to the front where riders board and then decides "screw this I'm out". That's been my subconscious for the past two months. It's been an absolute WAR just to f*cking post.
But I do feel like I made a breakthrough. V3.2 has reawakened a dormant version of myself that's always existed but I've always held back. Today, that part of me wanted to take over completely but I fought with it. I honestly think my subconscious suppressed this part of myself because this part of me tends to be more successful and is also:
1. More straightforward and brash
2. Is more selfish
3. Attracts more "haters"
In reality, I believe that I identify success (or successful people) as having one or more of those traits. In reality, you've got to care about yourself and be willing to act in the best interest of yourself which can come off as being selfish, and of course success naturally attracts haters.
I see others have been struggling so hopefully the data here is useful for the bossman for V3.3. F*ck fear.
But I do feel like I made a breakthrough. V3.2 has reawakened a dormant version of myself that's always existed but I've always held back. Today, that part of me wanted to take over completely but I fought with it. I honestly think my subconscious suppressed this part of myself because this part of me tends to be more successful and is also:
1. More straightforward and brash
2. Is more selfish
3. Attracts more "haters"
In reality, I believe that I identify success (or successful people) as having one or more of those traits. In reality, you've got to care about yourself and be willing to act in the best interest of yourself which can come off as being selfish, and of course success naturally attracts haters.
I see others have been struggling so hopefully the data here is useful for the bossman for V3.3. F*ck fear.
