04-16-2018, 01:13 AM
(04-15-2018, 10:40 PM)guyinlahore Wrote: Day 143
With my family away, I am still listening to the ultrasonic version at night. I shifted to earphones 2 times during the week to see any effect. I had heavy resistance. First time I could not sleep and kept waking up.
Second time I stopped the subliminal or maybe I turned in my sleep and it got turned off. I turned it back on and started again. I had a weird dream. I was standing in a toilet (near a urinal) with another guy and talking and I suddenly turned into a snake and I was down on the wet floor.
I have been quite peaceful inside. There was an incident when someone I do not like came to our house and I was just pissed off. I I was upset over their behavior and could not tolerate it. I became peaceful as soon as they left like nothing happened.
My road rage is gone completely. I do not get angry over people behaving badly on the road anymore. That's a major change.
Another thing I noticed is that in office when I am about to do something /point out some error / flaw (part of my job is inspection / audit related) which might get some people angry I used to get quite scared. Now I am quite relaxed and can relate to it as it is part of my job I need not be afraid if I am following the procedure.
Regarding the sub sometimes I feel I have listened enough and I have healed completely and I should move one. Partly because I think I have got all the effect and partly because I want to listen to something else. It gets boring and somewhat demotivating. Then I think I have come this far and I should complete 6 months.
there are som great changes in your behaviour there bro so keep it up!
just as a reminder, ultrasonic shouldnt be used with earphones ideally as they could mess your hearing up if you have the volume too loud. Since its silent its easy to not realise how high the volume is.
So just be careful. Calibrate the volume to around half the volume of your device or play a masked track, and whatever volume is comfortable for you with that, take it down by 1 and then play the ultrasonic.
either way keep it going!!
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days