03-29-2018, 04:13 PM
Day 35 29/3/2018
I've had suspected food poisoning the last few days so been a bit quiet.
Saw the submissive girl on monday, went well. We were driving around in the car, ended up getting a blowjob from here. Really weird speaking and being with her, she truly wants someone to tell her what to do all of the time. Feels a bit odd but it's new to me.
On tuesday I decided to facebook her after her telling me her full name and she's showing as in a relationship with someone else. Wtf lol, I don't need that shit, what kind of submissive girl would be cheating anyway? Doesn't make sense, so i've dropped her, didn't even bother asking her.
Tinder/online dating is still flowing, more than I can keep up with lol, I have to keep hiding my profile so I can spend time on the matches I do have, plus I do want to be trying to see effects in real life rather than online. Hopefully a bit easier now that my busy month has ended, we shall see. I've got one girl to meet from tinder on monday so we'll see how that goes.
Completely forgot about 1 loop the day after my second ASRB break, so had 2 days off.
Nofap not doing well, broke the streak and keep breaking it since lol.
Had the first noticeable dream today in a little while as I was napping during listening to my loop.
Basically I had a woman living in my house with me as a lodger I guess. It appears she was trying to catch my attention for a while. One night I came home, she was drunk and couldn't resist me. I put her off a bit because she was average looking, but I eventually kissed her, think we may have then slept together. I woke up in the dream and found 2 guys and her talking in the corner of my bedroom, like they were planning something against me. I got up, naked and was telling all three of them that they need to leave, had to repeat a couple more times louder with swearing. They all left and were outside kind of shouting about me, the girl was being really shitty about me, made horrible comments about me being naked, surprising given the fact the she came on to me like I was Brad Pitt or something. That's all I can remember.
I've had suspected food poisoning the last few days so been a bit quiet.
Saw the submissive girl on monday, went well. We were driving around in the car, ended up getting a blowjob from here. Really weird speaking and being with her, she truly wants someone to tell her what to do all of the time. Feels a bit odd but it's new to me.
On tuesday I decided to facebook her after her telling me her full name and she's showing as in a relationship with someone else. Wtf lol, I don't need that shit, what kind of submissive girl would be cheating anyway? Doesn't make sense, so i've dropped her, didn't even bother asking her.
Tinder/online dating is still flowing, more than I can keep up with lol, I have to keep hiding my profile so I can spend time on the matches I do have, plus I do want to be trying to see effects in real life rather than online. Hopefully a bit easier now that my busy month has ended, we shall see. I've got one girl to meet from tinder on monday so we'll see how that goes.
Completely forgot about 1 loop the day after my second ASRB break, so had 2 days off.
Nofap not doing well, broke the streak and keep breaking it since lol.
Had the first noticeable dream today in a little while as I was napping during listening to my loop.
Basically I had a woman living in my house with me as a lodger I guess. It appears she was trying to catch my attention for a while. One night I came home, she was drunk and couldn't resist me. I put her off a bit because she was average looking, but I eventually kissed her, think we may have then slept together. I woke up in the dream and found 2 guys and her talking in the corner of my bedroom, like they were planning something against me. I got up, naked and was telling all three of them that they need to leave, had to repeat a couple more times louder with swearing. They all left and were outside kind of shouting about me, the girl was being really shitty about me, made horrible comments about me being naked, surprising given the fact the she came on to me like I was Brad Pitt or something. That's all I can remember.
