03-25-2018, 08:36 PM
Stage 3, Day 2,
I sat and read a 500 page book from start to finish, and I've begun a new book and reached about 125 pages (out of 500). That's 7 books in 5 days, and this new book is my 8th. I've got 3 books left unread from the library. I'll have to order more library books once I'm back there on Wednesday afternoon.
I'm developing this inner dark side; it's a kind of anger about where an unfair fight would take me. I don't carry weapons with me, but if I'm going to be jumped by 5 people, then I'd go nuclear. I want to take Muay Thai again. LOL might also be due to playing MGTOW and other despair type videos in the background while reading these books.
I sat and read a 500 page book from start to finish, and I've begun a new book and reached about 125 pages (out of 500). That's 7 books in 5 days, and this new book is my 8th. I've got 3 books left unread from the library. I'll have to order more library books once I'm back there on Wednesday afternoon.
I'm developing this inner dark side; it's a kind of anger about where an unfair fight would take me. I don't carry weapons with me, but if I'm going to be jumped by 5 people, then I'd go nuclear. I want to take Muay Thai again. LOL might also be due to playing MGTOW and other despair type videos in the background while reading these books.
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