Day 26 21/3/2018
There hasn't really been anything to report for the previous few days. I've had a couple of online conversations going, arranged a meet for fruday but she cancelled today, wants to rearrange. I'm not too bothered. She's younger, liked older guys and I think she's being coy about what she wants, I think she just wants to chill and bang but it's hard to get the info from here.
Met another girl on kik, I messaged her. Again she's even younger (18, i'm 31). I asked what she was looking for, she said whatever happens and she wants to be submissive. Not normally my thing but I went with it, turned a bit sexual and really like the idea now. She's hot hispanic, calling me daddy and we're arranging to meet on monday.
Can I call it DMSI even though I initiated the convo? I'm on day 8 of nofap and been leaking all day due to this.
I have had 3-4 hours broken sleep the last few days. Today at work was easily the most productive i've been in months, seems I didn't procrastinate at all. I hope this stays.
There hasn't really been anything to report for the previous few days. I've had a couple of online conversations going, arranged a meet for fruday but she cancelled today, wants to rearrange. I'm not too bothered. She's younger, liked older guys and I think she's being coy about what she wants, I think she just wants to chill and bang but it's hard to get the info from here.
Met another girl on kik, I messaged her. Again she's even younger (18, i'm 31). I asked what she was looking for, she said whatever happens and she wants to be submissive. Not normally my thing but I went with it, turned a bit sexual and really like the idea now. She's hot hispanic, calling me daddy and we're arranging to meet on monday.
Can I call it DMSI even though I initiated the convo? I'm on day 8 of nofap and been leaking all day due to this.
I have had 3-4 hours broken sleep the last few days. Today at work was easily the most productive i've been in months, seems I didn't procrastinate at all. I hope this stays.