03-19-2018, 03:26 AM
Round 2, Day 10,
Have been feeling strange this entire weekend. I've felt as though my sleep is inconclusive and that I don't feel energized to accomplish my goals. However, I'm making sizable progress towards my goals; it just doesn't feel as fast as I could be. I'm also out of microsilica, and running very low on glutathione. Still got plenty of magnesium oil.
After 12-hours of being aware (doing some other things as well), I've only written 4.5K words today. I feel like I could easily be doubling that, or more, if only I could feel motivated to get this goal finished. But I'm not feeling an internal drive to write; I just plop down and force myself to write.
Right now, I'm at 104.5 K words in 35 days. It took me 100 days to do this last time.
I'm probably 10-20 K words away from finishing draft #1, which will take me under one week. It's only a matter of time.
I'll be buying a grounding mattress panel pretty soon; it will be a part of my April budget, so I'm closing in on it (I sometimes spend next month's bucks a little bit in advance, given that the shipping time typically arrives on time). There are testimonials stating immediate good nights of sleep and feeling refreshed.
I just want to have a predictable night's sleep from night to night. It's very up in the air.
Have to go to bed; work tomorrow.
Have been feeling strange this entire weekend. I've felt as though my sleep is inconclusive and that I don't feel energized to accomplish my goals. However, I'm making sizable progress towards my goals; it just doesn't feel as fast as I could be. I'm also out of microsilica, and running very low on glutathione. Still got plenty of magnesium oil.
After 12-hours of being aware (doing some other things as well), I've only written 4.5K words today. I feel like I could easily be doubling that, or more, if only I could feel motivated to get this goal finished. But I'm not feeling an internal drive to write; I just plop down and force myself to write.
Right now, I'm at 104.5 K words in 35 days. It took me 100 days to do this last time.
I'm probably 10-20 K words away from finishing draft #1, which will take me under one week. It's only a matter of time.
I'll be buying a grounding mattress panel pretty soon; it will be a part of my April budget, so I'm closing in on it (I sometimes spend next month's bucks a little bit in advance, given that the shipping time typically arrives on time). There are testimonials stating immediate good nights of sleep and feeling refreshed.
I just want to have a predictable night's sleep from night to night. It's very up in the air.
Have to go to bed; work tomorrow.
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