03-18-2018, 10:08 AM
Me keeping secrets isn't good for me, so I'm sharing this.
I'm home today, having worked all week. I considered putting on MLS for the procrastination/motivation push, for housework and other things need to be done. Well, not doing it slows me down throughout the workweek.
I put on MLS, and ran it just over an hour. I did focus...........but that emotional discomfort arose. I know SE has what I call an "anti-sub-sabotage" feature, and.....I think it kicked in. I felt guilty and increasingly uncomfortable. Having experienced this same thing before, attempting to ignore it and being unable to do so, I pulled off MLS and resumed SE.
I tried to switch subs and mix them. However, I prefer peace over a known storm when pulling off or mixing the good 5.5 subs. I want to thank Shannon for putting this in.
I'm home today, having worked all week. I considered putting on MLS for the procrastination/motivation push, for housework and other things need to be done. Well, not doing it slows me down throughout the workweek.
I put on MLS, and ran it just over an hour. I did focus...........but that emotional discomfort arose. I know SE has what I call an "anti-sub-sabotage" feature, and.....I think it kicked in. I felt guilty and increasingly uncomfortable. Having experienced this same thing before, attempting to ignore it and being unable to do so, I pulled off MLS and resumed SE.
I tried to switch subs and mix them. However, I prefer peace over a known storm when pulling off or mixing the good 5.5 subs. I want to thank Shannon for putting this in.
I want to be FREE!
