Magnus' journal

[Shannon]

There are many cycles in life. All things happen in cycles. Some cycles are long; some are short. Some cycles influence others. It is difficult to see what cycles are doing what, and how they will affect you, but there are many variables to consider. Just remember that all things balance in the end.

I am currently going through a cycle that will last about 2.5 years, which I am about 2 years into, of having difficulty in relationships and concerning sex. This cycle follows a pair of major devastating events at the beginning of the cycle, and the period of fallow, as it were, is apparently intended for me to heal within, grow from and regain my stature.

Whatever your circumstances, there is doubtless a reason for them. Sometimes, a cycle will seem to hold you down for a while. I suspect you may be being affected similarly to how I am being affected by the cycle I speak of. It sure is making things hard for me concerning sex and romance - but that is because I am not yet finished learning and growing from the particular lessons I am learning through this experience. Perhaps it is similar for you.

If you are being affected by the same cycle I am talking about concerning women, you will find that about October/November of 2012 things will start to change, and in 2013 they will be easier.