DMSI 3.2 journal (A Smuggler's tale)

[Jake2015]

Day 8 2/3/2018
Nothing to report really, went to work, not a lot of people were there due to bad weather, came home, chilled and that was it.

Day 9 3/3/2018
Woke up, decided to shave so i'm no longer growing a beard now and I think it's better that way, for now at least. Didn't do much during the daytime, cleaned the house and got ready to go out for a drink with a girl. Went out for a drink at 7:30pm with a girl I met on Bumble dating app. Went reasonably well, lots of chatting but wasn't really attracted to her when it came down to it. She didn't look bad or particularly ugly but her profile must of showed her slightly differently, i don't know. So I didn't really escalate anything with her, in the pub towards the end she made an excuse to come and sit right next to me rather than across from each other on the table and started playfully touching/tapping me while she was talking. Also started holding and touching my upper arms as they're quite muscly but I didn't really return any of it, just some light leg touching while I was talking etc. We then left and got some food and I put her in a taxi. She added me on facebook and was texting me when she got home and also this morning, I think I will keep her as a friend, she seemed mildy fun but I think that's about it.
From now on I would rather date girls who I can meet and see in person first rather than online, always just seems to be some kind of disappointment in my mind from doing this. I think I will hold off on any online dating for now.

Also if anybody knows, can the masked track be less effective on certain people? I started off on hybrid for a few days and thought I should try the masked track due to previous sub responses/possibly having a "don't tell me what to do" attitude but i'm just wondering if all my effects so far are initially from the hybrid track as everything seemed to be slightly watered down now. I think my initial rage response was DMSI working through something and I just wonder if that finished too soon coinciding with me switching to masked. I'm going to switch back to hybrid now for the next few days and see how I get on but I was just curious in the meantime.

*EDIT* I have a couple of dreams to mention actually. The first one is I had an apartment down the road for me that was like a second place that I owned but not renting it out. I would just visit it occasionally. I went there, did some stuff, had a bottle of beer and left the empty bottle in the middle of the bathroom. Some time later I went back there with my brother to check on something or collect something perhaps. We went all through the apartment just checking everything was normal, opened the bathroom and he told me there is a empty bottle in the bathroom. I was like "WOAH, someone's been here, what the hell!" and then I remembered it was me. Then a mini helicopter was flying low outside looking for someone, it looked out of control clipped a few buildings and was trying to straighten up. turns it it was looking for us, a police helicopter maybe. So we ended up getting on a motorbike together and riding off. The end.

Another dream straight after, I remember watching Tom Hanks right in front of me on a beach with his family, crying with his dog in his hands because it had just died. I then started crying uncontrollably as I was watching him, felt very sad.

Second dream last night, i was sent to London to attend some kind of course about spying/surveillance. There were references to terrorist threats etc and the instructor was the actor Mark Strong. We ended up doing an exercise in which we were in a public cafe, a person had taken another person hostage and had a syringe needle as a weapon. We were all told to get away/defend from the person as soon as he made himself known in whatever way possible. It just so happened he had just walked right past me, saw me and tried to stick me with the needle. So I basically jumped backwards through the air across one table and landed between two tables. I tried to kick the table up in the air to hit him while I was on my back but the table was fixed to the floor, so it didn't move. It turned out he got close to me and got me with the needle. I then just remember wandering aimlessly around London trying to find other members of the class as we had been split up, wandering into some kind of high tech place and being trapped underground by some woman for some reason. The end pretty much.

Im same when I think about it, theres more happening online than off it.

Anyway masked from what I remember can be less effective im 50/50 on this but what im sure of is that hybrid is more effective overall so thats why im not even bothering with masked.

The way I see it, by using hybrid, if the masked doesnt work, then the silent will and if both do, then great!