03-02-2018, 11:59 PM
day 9 hybrid track ocean surf flac with headphones.
nothing to report during the round of golf today, after at the bar was nearby a young woman who is attractive no external signs just responded when asked for something nothing else.
Was at the gym many attractive ladies again no looks my way or approaches like others have reported, im in pretty decent shape so just no interest and they are within 20-40m.
Tiredness on hybrid track is back but was a bit tired today before hand it seems to happen around the 15 minute mark and then not as tired around the 30 minute and on part of the track.
Will continue with the hybrid ocean track for another 5 days until the 14 days is up then might try trickling stream masked for the next 14 days as someone mentioned they got good results using that track.
Self esteem when talking to people hasnt improved thought it was getting better but that was only around someone ive known a while and was able to talk with a bit more, with others negative and self doubting thoughts still very clear.
Will continue to use and see if i start noticing some external glances from women at some point.
nothing to report during the round of golf today, after at the bar was nearby a young woman who is attractive no external signs just responded when asked for something nothing else.
Was at the gym many attractive ladies again no looks my way or approaches like others have reported, im in pretty decent shape so just no interest and they are within 20-40m.
Tiredness on hybrid track is back but was a bit tired today before hand it seems to happen around the 15 minute mark and then not as tired around the 30 minute and on part of the track.
Will continue with the hybrid ocean track for another 5 days until the 14 days is up then might try trickling stream masked for the next 14 days as someone mentioned they got good results using that track.
Self esteem when talking to people hasnt improved thought it was getting better but that was only around someone ive known a while and was able to talk with a bit more, with others negative and self doubting thoughts still very clear.
Will continue to use and see if i start noticing some external glances from women at some point.
