Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Damn man.. I feel you here and now how challenging it is.

After I got attacked it really messed me up around women and i've done alot of work on it since. I'm still doing some work on it, sometimes parts of the old trauma come up when I think i've dealt with it. I've had on and off good results with women but nothing consistent, like something derailed it.

I really hope you can deal with it and heal from it.

Thanks Ben. I've heard that this sort of thing isn't uncommon for people who go through this type of trauma. They sort of try to withdraw into themselves. I've obviously had other things that have added to my issues (Dominating and irrational feminist mother, Beta step father, highschool issues,etc) but I think this is the main thing that my subconscious is using as a reason as to why it doesn't want to reach the goals. It fears that if it does history will repeat itself and it will be in a position where it will die. It literally sees it as a kind of life and death situation. Hence why it is playing the rather die than change card because from its perspective I might really just die. Also in case anyone was wondering one of the chicks I did see as a close friend and might have even saw as potentially something more if things had not gone the way they did.

First, the inability to perform is your subconscious executing one of the sub modules in The Wall.

Second, you may want to try using a different format or volume.

Thanks for clarifying and I will use that suggestion. I will probably go with trying the ultrasonic because in the past the masked has caused problems with causing me to get irritable.