Thanks Shannon. XL-17 sounds awesome by the way.
Well last night was so in my head. The most in my head and anti-social I had felt since I was 16 I literally couldn't talk to anyone new which is quite different to how I had been the last 7 or 8 years. Then I got a little bit drunk which doesn't happen often. That's when it changed to almost the opposite alcohol usually has a little bit of an effect on me socializing but not quite this much and its not usually till I get really drunk which I don't do now. Anyway so had a bizarre night from there chatting to lots of people but what was funny was this one girl was in complete shock when I said I didn't have a girlfriend I quite openly admitted I choose to remain single for the time being but she was convinced from the time we met that I was with someone. I asked her why and she said cause you have such an amazing heart and plus look at you you are hot. This was while I was in my head and being anti-social.
I was also a lot more comfortable touching people last night
Something else that's been coming up a bit lately is this desire to do things I enjoy doing. I keep having this strong desire to do more scuba diving and start playing the guitar again
Well last night was so in my head. The most in my head and anti-social I had felt since I was 16 I literally couldn't talk to anyone new which is quite different to how I had been the last 7 or 8 years. Then I got a little bit drunk which doesn't happen often. That's when it changed to almost the opposite alcohol usually has a little bit of an effect on me socializing but not quite this much and its not usually till I get really drunk which I don't do now. Anyway so had a bizarre night from there chatting to lots of people but what was funny was this one girl was in complete shock when I said I didn't have a girlfriend I quite openly admitted I choose to remain single for the time being but she was convinced from the time we met that I was with someone. I asked her why and she said cause you have such an amazing heart and plus look at you you are hot. This was while I was in my head and being anti-social.
I was also a lot more comfortable touching people last night
Something else that's been coming up a bit lately is this desire to do things I enjoy doing. I keep having this strong desire to do more scuba diving and start playing the guitar again
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
