02-25-2018, 01:31 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-25-2018, 01:43 PM by hsindermann.)
So I was totally set for running Self Esteem next. I even bought it already. And then came DMSI 3.2... Pffff... 
So yeah, couldn't resist...
It's only been 2-3 days on the new DMSI version, so not very much to note as of yet, but I can already see a few things from the sub. The runtime is awesome - only 1 loop of a bit over an hour. This way I can listen to it via headphones nicely during the day or evening, instead of having it to run over night while I sleep via speakers. Though I'm kinda wondering why a super complex sub like DMSI gets away with 1 hour per day, while Self Esteem is a friggin 7 hours a day...
So, first glimpses of what I can see DMSI doing so far:
- I'm a big sceptic when it comes to this TID effect, but I have to admit it's a bit of a big coincidence that maybe 2 weeks before the start of DMSI I have deleted my complete porn collection. And just a week ago my darn big collection of softcore picsets went into the (digital) trash too. Gotta say though that this was not the first time that I did this, but TID or not - not a tiny bit of that stuff left on my computer. Urge to masturbate is down. The urge to check out softcore sites (I had been looking at a forum where people post pics of fashion models a lot) is down too. And just an hour ago I remembered that some years ago I had bought fleshlights (masturbation aids for men if you don't know these) - I had forgotten about them for quite some time, probably last used them over a year ago. Well... they just went into the trash! So that whole thing of getting us to stop finding alternative ways to get rid of our sex drive seems to work just nicely.
- The increased appetite is back - though I have to say it's pretty manageable. I hope the addition to prevent DMSI users from gaining body fat from the additional food intake is working indeed. Also would be awesome if the other addition - loosing body fat gained on the last DMSI version(s) - works too, because I had gained a ton of weight on 3.1 (maybe even 3.0 already, not sure anymore).
- First 2 days I felt tired a lot, and it felt as if my mind was fighting the sub. Didn't have headaches or anything like that, but I was all low energy and wanted to sleep a lot over the day. Still felt like that till this afternoon, but it feels as if something has clicked now, as if the fight is over. Not entirely sure if that's really what's going on though - it's kinda hard to describe. But I do feel at the moment that all (or most) parts of me have accepted the possibility of having an abundance of women. Let's see how this will develop over the coming days and weeks.
- My motivation to exercise, which was so nicely built up by EM over the last 2 months, is still going strong. And I have the feeling that DMSI is pushing this further even. Makes sense from the goal of DMSI - a fit, muscular, lean version of me is sexually way more attractive than an unfit, weak and overweight one. Also - might be just my imagination - but the workout today felt easier than before. As if DMSI would lift some of the weight for me.
I haven't been out and about much, so cannot really tell about external effects yet. I have the feeling those might actually take a little longer to show anyway (but I might be wrong here). Will see over the coming week...
So yeah, overall this version already seems promising to me - much more so than the previous one. It's way too early to give an all thumbs up, but this one feels like a major improvement over 3.1
As usual I will not really keep a daily journal here, but will only post from time to time if something new happened. Which hopefully will also keep this more usable for Shannon.
Cheers
HS
PS: One more thing - I didn't really attribute it to DMSI back when I ran 3.1 - but same as some others my hair turned way more gray/silver than it was before, especially abover my ears and half of my beard hair is gray by now. I'm certainly not the only 40 year old with graying hair, hence I did not really make the connection to DMSI back then. Would be awesome if the reversal of that would make it into the next version!
Also, reversal of hair loss would be great too - although I'm not entirely sure if that's even possible when the hair loss has happened a long time ago. I basically lost most of the hair that I'm missing today in my early 20s already - partially genetic, but to large extend due to major skin problems back then. So hair loss reversal would be awesome if even possible - either as DMSI module or otherwise as separate program.
So yeah, couldn't resist...It's only been 2-3 days on the new DMSI version, so not very much to note as of yet, but I can already see a few things from the sub. The runtime is awesome - only 1 loop of a bit over an hour. This way I can listen to it via headphones nicely during the day or evening, instead of having it to run over night while I sleep via speakers. Though I'm kinda wondering why a super complex sub like DMSI gets away with 1 hour per day, while Self Esteem is a friggin 7 hours a day...
So, first glimpses of what I can see DMSI doing so far:
- I'm a big sceptic when it comes to this TID effect, but I have to admit it's a bit of a big coincidence that maybe 2 weeks before the start of DMSI I have deleted my complete porn collection. And just a week ago my darn big collection of softcore picsets went into the (digital) trash too. Gotta say though that this was not the first time that I did this, but TID or not - not a tiny bit of that stuff left on my computer. Urge to masturbate is down. The urge to check out softcore sites (I had been looking at a forum where people post pics of fashion models a lot) is down too. And just an hour ago I remembered that some years ago I had bought fleshlights (masturbation aids for men if you don't know these) - I had forgotten about them for quite some time, probably last used them over a year ago. Well... they just went into the trash! So that whole thing of getting us to stop finding alternative ways to get rid of our sex drive seems to work just nicely.
- The increased appetite is back - though I have to say it's pretty manageable. I hope the addition to prevent DMSI users from gaining body fat from the additional food intake is working indeed. Also would be awesome if the other addition - loosing body fat gained on the last DMSI version(s) - works too, because I had gained a ton of weight on 3.1 (maybe even 3.0 already, not sure anymore).
- First 2 days I felt tired a lot, and it felt as if my mind was fighting the sub. Didn't have headaches or anything like that, but I was all low energy and wanted to sleep a lot over the day. Still felt like that till this afternoon, but it feels as if something has clicked now, as if the fight is over. Not entirely sure if that's really what's going on though - it's kinda hard to describe. But I do feel at the moment that all (or most) parts of me have accepted the possibility of having an abundance of women. Let's see how this will develop over the coming days and weeks.
- My motivation to exercise, which was so nicely built up by EM over the last 2 months, is still going strong. And I have the feeling that DMSI is pushing this further even. Makes sense from the goal of DMSI - a fit, muscular, lean version of me is sexually way more attractive than an unfit, weak and overweight one. Also - might be just my imagination - but the workout today felt easier than before. As if DMSI would lift some of the weight for me.
I haven't been out and about much, so cannot really tell about external effects yet. I have the feeling those might actually take a little longer to show anyway (but I might be wrong here). Will see over the coming week...
So yeah, overall this version already seems promising to me - much more so than the previous one. It's way too early to give an all thumbs up, but this one feels like a major improvement over 3.1
As usual I will not really keep a daily journal here, but will only post from time to time if something new happened. Which hopefully will also keep this more usable for Shannon.
Cheers
HS
PS: One more thing - I didn't really attribute it to DMSI back when I ran 3.1 - but same as some others my hair turned way more gray/silver than it was before, especially abover my ears and half of my beard hair is gray by now. I'm certainly not the only 40 year old with graying hair, hence I did not really make the connection to DMSI back then. Would be awesome if the reversal of that would make it into the next version!
Also, reversal of hair loss would be great too - although I'm not entirely sure if that's even possible when the hair loss has happened a long time ago. I basically lost most of the hair that I'm missing today in my early 20s already - partially genetic, but to large extend due to major skin problems back then. So hair loss reversal would be awesome if even possible - either as DMSI module or otherwise as separate program.
