Magnus' journal

[Magnus]

Yep I will still be moving on to SM2.0 after alpha but the way I think about women has changed. I first thought of using SM so I could get more women now its more so I can get more emotionally healthy and cut out the need completely to tell you the truth I wouldn't be really disappointed if I didn't get any women after SM as long as I'm at a good place in life living the life I want and feeling fulfilled. Sure the women would be nice but the more I go through alpha the more my view on women changes. I suppose this is what starting to take the neediness away feels like. Seeing the progress you guys have made in the last year or two has given me the motivation to keep pushing through the hard times. I feel like I came from a bad place like you did at the start and seeing where you are now is quite amazing.

Then again my views on things changes on almost a weekly basis now and I expect that will continue to happen for a while now.

One question though have you ever thought of being a coach? You have done things in my view the right way and seeing how you wrote your online dating guide I reckon you have some of the skills there to really help people and if you have been through a rough patch it helps others to relate to that. Just a thought.

On a side note I should really review the goals I set for myself at the start of this journey.