02-17-2018, 04:11 AM
Week 4:
Not much to say really, don't have any breakthroughs or changes in my perception. Still a very subtle experience, but I'm gonna run this sub long term and see where it takes me.
I had a dream last night that is worth mentioning. I was sort of bullied by this guy from lower school and felt the inferior thing like mentioned before. This was played out in my dream again. In my dream I felt the same but after a while, when the dream progressed, I was walking through the hallway and he was sneaking up behind me to hit me on my head from the back. When he tried to hit me I turned around and put a knife in his torso. Was pretty sneaky and intense. Then his friends came after me and I ran away and also stabbed another friend of him when he was chasing me.
I think the theme was similar to the dream I wrote here before. Someone is putting me down and I feel bad about myself/ low self worth. I still had this feeling in the dream, only this time I sneakily striked back, although pretty extreme.. Killing him in the process, obviously not the right way to handle such situation. But I think it stands symbolic for fighting back.
Let's see what next week will bring. Like I said I haven't noticed much difference last week, I was hoping to feel my self-esteem much more improved after one month of playing this sub to be honest.
Gonna change the setup a bit. Now playing the sub during sleep over my sleepphones. But getting the idea that it slips a bit of my ears sometimes. I wake up in the middle of the night, and then I hear the sub playing more silent because of the speakers not being perfectly on my ears.
Gonna play the ultrasound now over speakers that I'm gonna put at the end of my bed on both sides.
The panning is still important right? Like that the audio of the left speaker goes into one ear and for the other side the same. I heard somewhere in the past that this is why headphones are preferred. Is this still the case with the new generation subliminals?
Not much to say really, don't have any breakthroughs or changes in my perception. Still a very subtle experience, but I'm gonna run this sub long term and see where it takes me.
I had a dream last night that is worth mentioning. I was sort of bullied by this guy from lower school and felt the inferior thing like mentioned before. This was played out in my dream again. In my dream I felt the same but after a while, when the dream progressed, I was walking through the hallway and he was sneaking up behind me to hit me on my head from the back. When he tried to hit me I turned around and put a knife in his torso. Was pretty sneaky and intense. Then his friends came after me and I ran away and also stabbed another friend of him when he was chasing me.
I think the theme was similar to the dream I wrote here before. Someone is putting me down and I feel bad about myself/ low self worth. I still had this feeling in the dream, only this time I sneakily striked back, although pretty extreme.. Killing him in the process, obviously not the right way to handle such situation. But I think it stands symbolic for fighting back.
Let's see what next week will bring. Like I said I haven't noticed much difference last week, I was hoping to feel my self-esteem much more improved after one month of playing this sub to be honest.
Gonna change the setup a bit. Now playing the sub during sleep over my sleepphones. But getting the idea that it slips a bit of my ears sometimes. I wake up in the middle of the night, and then I hear the sub playing more silent because of the speakers not being perfectly on my ears.
Gonna play the ultrasound now over speakers that I'm gonna put at the end of my bed on both sides.
The panning is still important right? Like that the audio of the left speaker goes into one ear and for the other side the same. I heard somewhere in the past that this is why headphones are preferred. Is this still the case with the new generation subliminals?
