02-12-2018, 01:18 AM
Well I took a break from DRA after using it for 22 days. I did it for two reason.
First It made me very impulsive/full of anxiety/ and it affected my level of patience due to which I was making stupid decisions in Trading(New to it btw). I guess DRA hit something deep so I stopped it for a while.
Second: Due to some of my Impulsive behavior I made some stupid decision and had some loss in trading but so I was back to MLS(2nd run) and within a week I was able to recover all of my losses. As MLS helped me gained clarity and helped me being logical..
I am not blaming DRA for my losses. Its me who made the bad decision. But I sure will say that MLS helped me recover from that.
Back to DRA-
I have been using DRA again from 28 Jan and I think it really helps with my sleep timing. I mean on time.
But I have also been noticing that I am having more sexual urges and this leads me to watching porn and rub one out. I have also been eating more and wasting alot on time watching movies.
This is the escape mechanism I am aware off...
Sometimes I wonder what will happen if I didnt escape with Fap and porn. I wonder what am I escaping form. I feel full of energy and feel like I am executing the script when I dont fap and all. But 3-4 days is all I can manage.
Well Shannon has already been working on this issue which I have been facing for 15 years. Let see what future holds for DMSI-3.2
First It made me very impulsive/full of anxiety/ and it affected my level of patience due to which I was making stupid decisions in Trading(New to it btw). I guess DRA hit something deep so I stopped it for a while.
Second: Due to some of my Impulsive behavior I made some stupid decision and had some loss in trading but so I was back to MLS(2nd run) and within a week I was able to recover all of my losses. As MLS helped me gained clarity and helped me being logical..
I am not blaming DRA for my losses. Its me who made the bad decision. But I sure will say that MLS helped me recover from that.
Back to DRA-
I have been using DRA again from 28 Jan and I think it really helps with my sleep timing. I mean on time.
But I have also been noticing that I am having more sexual urges and this leads me to watching porn and rub one out. I have also been eating more and wasting alot on time watching movies.
This is the escape mechanism I am aware off...
Sometimes I wonder what will happen if I didnt escape with Fap and porn. I wonder what am I escaping form. I feel full of energy and feel like I am executing the script when I dont fap and all. But 3-4 days is all I can manage.
Well Shannon has already been working on this issue which I have been facing for 15 years. Let see what future holds for DMSI-3.2
