02-11-2018, 04:16 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-11-2018, 04:53 AM by Shadow2200.)
After being done with the break from DMSI for a while and waiting for the new version. Been feeling the urge to meet more girls try some cold approaches see how that goes. I have some friends and they are very social with effortlessly tease and banter with the waitress every time we go out. Most times while I'm on dmsi I'm very laid back having no desire to chase after girls. Normally I prefer to focus on girls that already like me or that are in my social circle. While on DMSI it had strong effect on girls around me, although I still need a bit more work to ether stop resisting or escaping to take things to the next level.
One thing I will say that despite the fact that some of my friends are much more social I'm much stronger emotionally and is diffidently due to the fact of all that healing and clearing I've been doing. In that when they flirt banter they feel great if it goes well if the girl stops responding or it goes bad they are so let down and really feel bad about it or they hate the girls cause she wasn't into it.
There is a upcoming trip in a few weeks where I'll get a chance to go to St Louis for a bit stay a few nights. On my last trip to Wichita even though I was on break from dmsi went awesome. I had to chance to spend time with my dancer friend mostly uninterrupted. I had a chance to snuggle up next to her for a bit on the ride down and back. We were in view of others most of time so it was hard to escalate things physically, even though she was into it.I'm diffidently going to have to get comfortable escalating and kino cause it diffidently seems to have a effect.
One thing I will say that despite the fact that some of my friends are much more social I'm much stronger emotionally and is diffidently due to the fact of all that healing and clearing I've been doing. In that when they flirt banter they feel great if it goes well if the girl stops responding or it goes bad they are so let down and really feel bad about it or they hate the girls cause she wasn't into it.
There is a upcoming trip in a few weeks where I'll get a chance to go to St Louis for a bit stay a few nights. On my last trip to Wichita even though I was on break from dmsi went awesome. I had to chance to spend time with my dancer friend mostly uninterrupted. I had a chance to snuggle up next to her for a bit on the ride down and back. We were in view of others most of time so it was hard to escalate things physically, even though she was into it.I'm diffidently going to have to get comfortable escalating and kino cause it diffidently seems to have a effect.
