11-21-2017, 06:38 PM
Since my last post I have finished the book Clarity and started to read it a second time. In the process of reading it a second time I came across the name Sydney Banks and did a quick google of his name. Turns out that Jamie Smart got the foundation for his method from Sydney banks method. Sydney Banks method came from an experience he had that changed his life and in his own word gave him the understanding of the meaning of life.
Sydney's 3 principles filled in a lot of blanks for me personally and started to bring in more of an understanding of some deep questions that have perplexed me for much of my life past 25.
Since my last post, I have been walking out what I wrote and it has been an interesting ride, to say the least, but I have seen advancement in what I touched briefly. honestly looking back at that post I kind of stun myself with what I wrote.
Something is happening to me as of late. My own clarity is coming forth and thanks to MLS the drive to go through with it is present. I'm much more willing to stick with the learning process. For me, MLS works, not 100% execution yet, but it works.
As I am beginning to understand how to allow execution of subliminals more deeply and thoroughly I am finding this interesting invitation, an invitation to the present. When I live solely on my logical intellect, I find an interesting situation. I find myself repeating the same patterns over and over. In my opinion, subliminals are made to disrupt this process. To stop us from repeating the same negative cycles over and over again so that we can live in and create something new in our lives. Now I have seen the partial execution of many subs I've run and it puzzled me a bit, but now I find that execution of any subliminal is in the present moment and if I wish to more fully execute any subliminal I must choose to be more aware of the present moment. The cycles of behaviours I repeat are nothing more than me choosing to live in what has gotten me to this point in my life instead of living fully present because every day is different and requires a different skill, or to develop current skills. Whenever you cut off the moment and live in what has worked in the past, you cut off the need to struggle and struggle is a key component of growth. When growth is cut off stagnation begins to set in and the necessary energy for growth eliminates. This creates a sense of dullness and hopelessness in me personally and I can see it in others. This might have been masked in prior centuries by the primal need and drive to survive and meet one's personal needs. But now as modern society progresses we find our basic needs met and the drive behind surviving one more season is gone we are faced with the challenge of finding or creating a drive in another area of our life. For those out of touch with the part of themselves that creates drive, this causes a problem, hopelessness.
This hopelessness, for me, stems from a sensory-driven lifestyle in which all my needs are met, AND, the crippling belief that I am not good enough. Combined with the outside in style of living, which in my opinion is a deception, created a cycle of false needs based on lack of what I did not have, combined with the belief that I wasn't good enough to obtain what I desired, which I didn't really want anyway. This led to cycles of despair and meaninglessness, which more than once led to me sobbing on the floor of the shower.
Enter MLS 5.5G. It assisted me in creating drive again, which in turn created a sort of reaching inside of me. A reaching for MY meaning. I don't need what everyone else has, I need what I need. The book Clarity mixed with Sydney Banks principles started to shed light on an odd transition that happened for me around 25, the switch from internal drive to external drive. I was stuck in a boring, dull, hopeless externally driven reality where I believed I couldn't have what I really wanted. Suddenly life has found meaning again. As I choose to reconnect with who I really am that's been inside of me all along, my nature, I have found a brightness come back to my life. As this continues I will describe more.
Watching tutorials for tradestation in preparation for trading futures again.
Sydney's 3 principles filled in a lot of blanks for me personally and started to bring in more of an understanding of some deep questions that have perplexed me for much of my life past 25.
Since my last post, I have been walking out what I wrote and it has been an interesting ride, to say the least, but I have seen advancement in what I touched briefly. honestly looking back at that post I kind of stun myself with what I wrote.
Something is happening to me as of late. My own clarity is coming forth and thanks to MLS the drive to go through with it is present. I'm much more willing to stick with the learning process. For me, MLS works, not 100% execution yet, but it works.
As I am beginning to understand how to allow execution of subliminals more deeply and thoroughly I am finding this interesting invitation, an invitation to the present. When I live solely on my logical intellect, I find an interesting situation. I find myself repeating the same patterns over and over. In my opinion, subliminals are made to disrupt this process. To stop us from repeating the same negative cycles over and over again so that we can live in and create something new in our lives. Now I have seen the partial execution of many subs I've run and it puzzled me a bit, but now I find that execution of any subliminal is in the present moment and if I wish to more fully execute any subliminal I must choose to be more aware of the present moment. The cycles of behaviours I repeat are nothing more than me choosing to live in what has gotten me to this point in my life instead of living fully present because every day is different and requires a different skill, or to develop current skills. Whenever you cut off the moment and live in what has worked in the past, you cut off the need to struggle and struggle is a key component of growth. When growth is cut off stagnation begins to set in and the necessary energy for growth eliminates. This creates a sense of dullness and hopelessness in me personally and I can see it in others. This might have been masked in prior centuries by the primal need and drive to survive and meet one's personal needs. But now as modern society progresses we find our basic needs met and the drive behind surviving one more season is gone we are faced with the challenge of finding or creating a drive in another area of our life. For those out of touch with the part of themselves that creates drive, this causes a problem, hopelessness.
This hopelessness, for me, stems from a sensory-driven lifestyle in which all my needs are met, AND, the crippling belief that I am not good enough. Combined with the outside in style of living, which in my opinion is a deception, created a cycle of false needs based on lack of what I did not have, combined with the belief that I wasn't good enough to obtain what I desired, which I didn't really want anyway. This led to cycles of despair and meaninglessness, which more than once led to me sobbing on the floor of the shower.
Enter MLS 5.5G. It assisted me in creating drive again, which in turn created a sort of reaching inside of me. A reaching for MY meaning. I don't need what everyone else has, I need what I need. The book Clarity mixed with Sydney Banks principles started to shed light on an odd transition that happened for me around 25, the switch from internal drive to external drive. I was stuck in a boring, dull, hopeless externally driven reality where I believed I couldn't have what I really wanted. Suddenly life has found meaning again. As I choose to reconnect with who I really am that's been inside of me all along, my nature, I have found a brightness come back to my life. As this continues I will describe more.
Watching tutorials for tradestation in preparation for trading futures again.
