10-26-2017, 01:27 AM
So I haven't posted in a long time. I just haven't had any need or desire - I've watched the forum wars with mild concern, but largely have not cared at all. The main focus for me has been cultivating the basis for having a good functional mind and life, as well as 'learning' how to think which I didn't realise that I didn't know how to do before. After I got rejected from a first job interview I absolutely SMASHED my next and now am in a new job for more money and which is more interesting. My ability to dissect what went wrong and be clear headed enough to formulate a better approach meant I approached the interview better than any time before.
This capacity to formulate new patterns is proving invaluable and gives me hope that I can choose anything now, visualise how to do it and do the shit out of it. The speed isn't there though, it's slow work formulating these new patterns but now I have the resilience to do it.
I have to say I disagree with the sentiment I've come across about how this forum is somehow diminished - far from it I'm seeing people who looked repetitive and stagnant posting with an entirely new energy and life. The evolution continues.
This capacity to formulate new patterns is proving invaluable and gives me hope that I can choose anything now, visualise how to do it and do the shit out of it. The speed isn't there though, it's slow work formulating these new patterns but now I have the resilience to do it.
I have to say I disagree with the sentiment I've come across about how this forum is somehow diminished - far from it I'm seeing people who looked repetitive and stagnant posting with an entirely new energy and life. The evolution continues.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
