10-06-2017, 11:09 AM
Another night sleep with vivid dreams.
First dream was watching a horror movie with my elder sister. I was constantly avoiding the horror scenes and seeking comfort from my sister.
Second dream was about the drama guy who texted me to meet up again. While I frantically went through my wardrobe to look for an outfit, my sister in law came in and talked to me about her daughter. That was all I remembered.
I’m so tempted to contact the drama guy again, as every time I think of him, my heart just melts, and at the same time, I want to hit the reset button to start this phase of my life again pretending no men had stepped in my life recently, because life was simple and blissful when there was no men.
Although I have been feeling horny all the time, somehow I don’t feel like touching myself to release the tension. I would have done it many times before I started DMSI.
****I gave a few thoughts about the dream the night before, the girl on me one. Although I enjoyed it, and wouldn’t mind having it again, but if I was presented with options, I would definitely prefer being with a man. Definitely not a turn-on with the thought of me getting down on a girl, so I guess it was just an experiment by DMSI.
First dream was watching a horror movie with my elder sister. I was constantly avoiding the horror scenes and seeking comfort from my sister.
Second dream was about the drama guy who texted me to meet up again. While I frantically went through my wardrobe to look for an outfit, my sister in law came in and talked to me about her daughter. That was all I remembered.
I’m so tempted to contact the drama guy again, as every time I think of him, my heart just melts, and at the same time, I want to hit the reset button to start this phase of my life again pretending no men had stepped in my life recently, because life was simple and blissful when there was no men.
Although I have been feeling horny all the time, somehow I don’t feel like touching myself to release the tension. I would have done it many times before I started DMSI.
****I gave a few thoughts about the dream the night before, the girl on me one. Although I enjoyed it, and wouldn’t mind having it again, but if I was presented with options, I would definitely prefer being with a man. Definitely not a turn-on with the thought of me getting down on a girl, so I guess it was just an experiment by DMSI.
